Indecisive

I've been going back and forth, in the mind between what should I pursue during my tertiary studies. Though, there's still time; i'd really like to consider them now. My options are ranged between Marketing and Finance. Accounts is a NO. Should i do both?. Then again, I hate numbers, plus I can't imagine myself sitting down on a damn chair, till my ass grows hair; 10 hours a day. I'll die seriously. But my interest is widely more towards Marketing alone. I strongly believe in, doing something you enjoy. I wouldn't want waking up everyday, gazing into something I don't want to do. Funnily, there was a time where I was thinking of Mass Comm, cause I love the language <3. Say comparatively, I've learnt much in general. ____________________________________________________________________

She thought for a second. "It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason," she said. "It's just that...I just think some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is."


I somehow, find peace in you.

HORRENDOUS.

Note the title.

WEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllll.

It has been the worst of the worst, this week. I finally got to experience FAINTING. Went to the gym without eating, after much warning from my brother, I was stubborn. sigh. After the so intensed workout, I came out looking for the water dispenser and ran towards it. ONTHEWAY, I saw nothing and just lost a hold of myself; thus fainted. Thank God a guy spotted me, and bought me water. That was when I realized, kindness still exists.

Then, I thought that was it.. The following day, I had a fever. then it was flu. Then sore throat. And right now, the sore throat is excruciating. It's similar to 203300199300 crows, pecking on your throat. I've been eating food and beverages from prison. Then, steamboat for a college mate's bday - which was no joy. Every time I swallow is like, A bullet through my head.


But the worst, is knowing that someone that you looked up to once before. So high. Failed you. Even worse, because of his betrayal, a huge turnover occured. I'll always remember.

ONALIGHTERNOTE.

I tried COKE+SALT. IT worked. I know, you can call me Einstein. I still don't know why it works. Best part is, I drank it cold.

I like The OC's theme song. But OTH one's better. And I want One Tree Hill season four. Anyone, please lend? I'm too lazy to download.

AND. I'm addicted to the song by Alex Band(The Calling) - Take Hold Of Me.

Always persevere, for it is worth it. When everything seems to be against you at life, always take note that a brighter day is ahead. Patience is key. GOD never fails.

happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINOD, THE GUY WHO HAS NEVER FAILED BEING A FRIEND/BROTHER/SISTER (:, FOR THE MORAL VALUES YOU'VE SHOWN; I'VE LEARNED. LISTENING TO MY RANTS AND ALL THAT, VICE VERSA FOR ALMOST A DECADE NOW. GOD BLESS YOU.

I enjoy solitude

If you want to take a chance
And try to make things right
You better have a reason to be loved
We all want something more
And it is worth fighting for...