When it alters me

As i realize, i came to know that despite anything and everything that's great; there's always a down side to it. I may not be perfect, but at least i know i'm true to myself. I don't fake myself in what I do, and i dont give in to peer pressure or the society for that matter; I look up to myself for that. I show my emotions, and they're preety obvious, but at times it's best I keep these feelings to myself, as i wouldn't know how aggravating these thoughts can be to the ones that love me. It may not be the healthiest thing, but i know it's for the best. Consequently, I'm sorry for saying horrendous things which ain't true; as i was not thinking straight. I'm sorry. Don't worry, in no time, I'll be lifting my head up high again.

Dare to be different.

There's this girl, Karyn her name. She managed to influence me to skip my class(Malaysian Studies) just to teman her la right. But right, she doesn't want to admit i'm awesome. But then right, she knows i am la. =D

Love is not love which alter when an alteration finds, when life gets hard and when things change, true love remains the same.

She differs

her presence
her laugh
as she cares
her attentiveness
her cute little comments
her smile
her touch
her scent
our alike minds
when shes grumpy
when shes loud
the sight of her
the feminine her
the kiddish her
her petty advices
her love...

The little details i take into consideration, she stands out among the rest. As she will continue to shine bright in my heart.

I love you, Baby =)

Taylors Coll

College has been good lately, besides the one week orientation, which i practically skipped the whole thing =p. The fact that i get to spend my time with Mel is really ecstatic. It's fortunate enough, that I get to see her every single day, something i'll never ever get bored of. However, i've just been assigned to my class, which is quite a good class. Hopefully the workload, won't be much trouble though.

ehh! one at a time. Geez =p

I'll have the last laugh

bombarded by peers,

i'll stand strong,

contradicting the wrong values,

having the last laugh in the end.

Tagged

- You -
First Name - Joel
Nickname -joel
Name you wish you had - JOEL
What do people normally mistake your name as - joel
Birthday - 17th July 1990
Birthplace - KL
Time of Birth - dont bother
Single or taken - Taken
Zodiac sign - Cancer

-Your Appearence-
How tall are you - 17+
Wish you were taller - 2 inches more
Eye color - dark brown
Eye color you want - light brown
Natural Hair color - black
Current Hair color - dark light brown
Short or long hair - Short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - No
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - never
Glasses or contacts -contacts
Do you wear make-up - no
Ever had hair extensions - no
Paint your nails - no

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes - dark brown
What color hair - black or brown
Shy or Outgoing - outgoing
Looks or personality - both
Sexy or Cute - sexy
Serious or Fun - both
Older or Younger than you - same age
A turn on - a gorgeous smile, height, ass, boobs, someone entertaining to talk to with a relative amount of sarcasm involved.
A turn off - short, fat, skinny, unladylike, curses, smoke.

-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolate - Chocolates
Pepsi or Coke - Coke
Rap or Rock - Rock
Relationship or One night stand - relationship
School or Work - school
Love or Money - love
Movies or Music - movies
Country or City - city
Sunny or Rainy days - sunny
Friends or Family - Loved ones =p

-Have you ever-
Lied - yes
Stole something - yes
Smoked - no
Hurt someone close to you - yes
Broke someone's heart - yes
Had your heart broken - yes
Wondered what was wrong with you -yes
Wish you were a prince/princess - no
Liked someone who was taken - yes
Shaved your head - no
Been in love - yes
Used chopsticks - yes
Sang in the mirror to yourself - yes

-Favorites-
Flower - rose
Candy - anything
Song - The calling - anything
Scent - anything that's pleasing to my nose
Color - white
Movie - anything
Singer - no one in particular
Word - O my
Junk food -Pringles
Website - joel-thewholenineyards.blogspot.com
Location - oceans, mountains etcetera
Animal - dog

Ever cried over someone - yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - nope
Do you think you're attractive - yes =)
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - i'm living my fairytale!
Do you play any sports - yes

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. I love melissa foong
2. I drink nescafe
3. I have solitary moments
4. Believes in faith
5. Finds the word Love a very strong word
6. Looking forward for college
7. I try to not curse
8. I love to Love

8 people I tag: I only want response from these 2 people =p

1. Vinod
   
2. Shawn
   

who won't pretend
who understands how i feel
who keeps me real
who wants me there
it's daunting;
as my eyes are opened
i realize.

Curve

Sanctuary

I find peace when im confused
I find hope when i'm let down
I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end