stalker girlfriend (:

Okayyy? I can access your blog (: Because you left it unsigned out in my laptop. I can fool around now :P Muahahahaha. Hope you had a fun trip down to JOHOR love. Loved your company today and I felt so relieved that you're back. Been missing you :( And you're a nutcase as always, skipping college tomorrow! Grrr. Have fun with you cousins at 1U. Gah, I know you will. As long as your butt is not in college, you are GLAD, I know.

Love you,
skinny legs :D

With all my love,
your stalker girlfriend.

you piss me off.

Until you face your consequences, i'm not accepting nor forgiving. Put your actions where your mouth is, please thanks bye.

Worst ever.

So.. the long anticipated day - ACCOUNTING exam came. As expected, I think It'll probably be the most excruciating, 1 hour I will ever face. When the paper arrived, I went 'shit. here it is.' True enough, it sucked. I think to most people, it did too. Especially Steph(the one who's vain but putting the blame on others) who was complaining after coming out haha.

However, it really doesn't bother me. To those who questioned me, whether i'm fine etc.. I really DONT CARE. lol.


Thank God for Music.

Tuning in to Secondhand serenade - Fall For You

My Laguna Beach - Krabi Island

My dad said, we're going for a vacation early December. As pumped as i was, He told us, we're going to an Asian country; I was like 'CHEH'. haha, I know i'm rather judgmental. Later on, we're informed that we're going to Krabi Island in Thailand. Was not too happy about it, knowing it's Thailand!. As my parents goes on and on about how beautiful it is, I was like 'BAH. THAILAND.' But no, I was proven dead wrong the minute i saw the pictures... See for yourself.

Such clearness.

at sunset.

Ahh.. Finally, an escape to somewhere blissful. Bringing a whole sense of 'peace' upon me. Speaking of this, I'm starting to feel like I'm in Laguna Beach already. Literally. Hah.
Can't wait!.

Surprisingly, with midterms on the way; I feel no pressure. Probably, because I've become so immuned to the subjects; it has made me subconscious.

Just plain absurd.

These days, I've been encountering several inevitably blockheaded moments, where I can just stare into empty space, literally. Either people these days are getting senseless and lacking common sense. THAT. Or I'm just smarter; but then again, adults themselves are not that of a 'smart'. Not to be big headed or anything but really, I can't take it.

For instance, my mum came up to us ( my brother and i ) saying:
'we're going out to eat, what you all wanna eat?.'
'Bullrun', we answered(a western cuisine near my housing area)
Then she goes, just ate last week, so expensive.

Before she goes on and on about how she used to eat chicken once a month when she was our age, we chose to shut up. Okay fine, you choose. She brought us all the way to a mamak stall. Please take note, a MAMAK STALL. That costs a bomb, and both my brother and I can just stare at each other and shut up.

Okay, first of. You asked us where we wanna eat. When we gave you an answer, you declined. Why bother asking in the first place?!?. Then, you say that it's too expensive, and bring us to a mamak stall that's more expensive. WHATTHEHELL. It's similar to saying 'chicken chop expensive' ; 'mee goreng cheaper'; but in this case, it's the total opposite!

.....

The other day, while I was waiting for my bus to pick me up; I sorta started a conversation with this malay girl because I saw her doing her assignment with question marks on her face. She told me that the video she was looking for, was really hard to find. So I helped her look for it ( in her laptop). Then, she suddenly told me, that she doesn't even like business, what more Accounting(her current major).

Then I asked,

Kenapa buat kalau tak suka?
Bapa suruh buat, buat je lah. Sebenarnya saya dari dulu suka interior design.
Pastu kenapa tak buat?
Tak tau lah, bapa suruh buat accounts, buat je lah. Dia cakap accounting 'better future'
Kalau kerja nanti, tak suka macam mana?
Tukar interior kot.

In my mind, i was like : please say you're kidding me.

I almost died listening to her, I took out the miracle worker, ipod. For the love of God, you are going to study something you don't like for three whole years( considering it's her first year ). THEN, you're going out to do something your father chose for you.
You are the one going to work, little
girl.. Not your dad =S

And for all you know, you're gonna be looking back regretting, thinking 'I should have done interior', striving for something you don't enjoy, and receiving a decent paycheck(interior may offer more) at the end of the day, You think it's worth it?. Even if you really actually change your course after GODKNOWSHOWLONG, you might be in your forty's then. Time to wake up daddy's girl, I think it's about time you grow up.

Omyshit lah, I'm done ranting.
So stupid can die.
Seriously, honestly.
GOD HELP THEM.

Indecisive

I've been going back and forth, in the mind between what should I pursue during my tertiary studies. Though, there's still time; i'd really like to consider them now. My options are ranged between Marketing and Finance. Accounts is a NO. Should i do both?. Then again, I hate numbers, plus I can't imagine myself sitting down on a damn chair, till my ass grows hair; 10 hours a day. I'll die seriously. But my interest is widely more towards Marketing alone. I strongly believe in, doing something you enjoy. I wouldn't want waking up everyday, gazing into something I don't want to do. Funnily, there was a time where I was thinking of Mass Comm, cause I love the language <3. Say comparatively, I've learnt much in general. ____________________________________________________________________

She thought for a second. "It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason," she said. "It's just that...I just think some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is."


I somehow, find peace in you.

HORRENDOUS.

Note the title.

WEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllll.

It has been the worst of the worst, this week. I finally got to experience FAINTING. Went to the gym without eating, after much warning from my brother, I was stubborn. sigh. After the so intensed workout, I came out looking for the water dispenser and ran towards it. ONTHEWAY, I saw nothing and just lost a hold of myself; thus fainted. Thank God a guy spotted me, and bought me water. That was when I realized, kindness still exists.

Then, I thought that was it.. The following day, I had a fever. then it was flu. Then sore throat. And right now, the sore throat is excruciating. It's similar to 203300199300 crows, pecking on your throat. I've been eating food and beverages from prison. Then, steamboat for a college mate's bday - which was no joy. Every time I swallow is like, A bullet through my head.


But the worst, is knowing that someone that you looked up to once before. So high. Failed you. Even worse, because of his betrayal, a huge turnover occured. I'll always remember.

ONALIGHTERNOTE.

I tried COKE+SALT. IT worked. I know, you can call me Einstein. I still don't know why it works. Best part is, I drank it cold.

I like The OC's theme song. But OTH one's better. And I want One Tree Hill season four. Anyone, please lend? I'm too lazy to download.

AND. I'm addicted to the song by Alex Band(The Calling) - Take Hold Of Me.